barely made it.

they look pretty and they taste as good.


hiding from the rain.

So we found a new place today. A place to hide from the rain that was pelting down on everyone in the afternoon. It was just raining and raining and raining. And it was cold. and though my mind was utterly content being surrounded by friends who were "like that" with me. ha. Can't help that your thoughts drift elsewhere at the same time. But those thoughts were quickly discarded in light of my bigger goal. 80% and nothing less. Because I eventually want to go home. Seeing Mr. Taylor in the library today put everything into perspective even more. I want to brillant and good at what i do. Even more though, I want to be able to absolutely love what i do. So there. Now, I'm sitting here at 2332 hours, one day of studying, two cups of coffee, drenched and wasn't blessed with the satisfaction of a utterly cold shower. I'm exhausted. It's these times though, when you're done for the day, ya about to hop into bed and sleep all ya troubles away that the thoughts of the day comes flooding back and sometimes, just sometimes, it overwhelms you.

Keep Holding On"

Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

For sherlynn. For Rose. For Rach. For Jams. For me. For mon. For him. For everyone else that I miss.