my sucky life.

today is the day where i moan and where i just "walk away". Where i want to hide under enough my covers and never wake up. The stress is an overkill, not so much fun anymore. Today. I want to rant about my life. How uncertain it is. How sucky it is. How i hate and totally dislike the fact that the next few years of life is filled with alot of ambiguity. today. I really hate myself. I hate the very core of my existence. and it's these days that i wonder why i'm here. it's all fucked up. so it's me, here, fighting this battle against the world.

I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I'm gonna prove them wrong
It's me against the world
Me against the world
- me against the world, simple plan.

now great. i think my brain just flew away for a holiday.