obligations. dutiful.

Everyday, yes, every single day since I sent that application, I've been dutiful checking my email..hoping, hoping that email from Freshfields would have been in my inbox. But so far, no answer. Apparently, according to INTERNATIONAL COURIER EXPRESS, it was delivered and lodged in Hongkong since the 7th March... that's like 2 days ago. 2 days la. I hope that doesn't mean anything. haiyah. and i just re-read the email..i wonder if they're offering the places...or is it just like a get to know you better session? but then get to know you session also must send application forms? I don't know. haiyah. I'm so troubled and obsessed.

of course, i understand that obsession is not healthy. but i mean surely, surely obsession about this is alot more times better than obsessing say, about a pair of Manolo Blankniks or a Balenciaga right? or perhaps, even like liang tea that i probably so need now? i don't know. headache. big headache.

really, can understand how much i want it? because it's so hard for me to articulate. very very hard to fully articulate this desire.