mimimimmimi

I apologise profusely for not having timely blog updates, especially for those who read this blog to find out about how i have this huge-ass crush on some boy, whom, for all i know might like someone else and MIGHT because "we never know who reads the blog" as glowy once said, be reading all my insane depressive entries about him. Bah. but who cares anyway, it is my blog. so read it or ignore it, it's all individual choice.

I haven't been doing much these holidays. I have just been sleeping alot and watching shitloads of tv. Channel 9's showing live tennis matches from wimbledon (due to nothing less that the fact that there are Australians playing), so i've been curled up almost every other night on my sofa watching tennis, following which i move to my bed and spend another half the night watching dvds and whatnots on crunchyroll. Seriously, i'm just making up for the 6 months that I did not get to watch tv.

There have been a couple of trips out though - thankfully, mostly on very nice, sunny cold days. Williamstown, Yarra valley, tennis sessions, movies, meeting up with people. I'm still attempting to pack my place, i'm getting there, just not very there yet. Honestly though, these nice sunny days are few and far between, It's been raining buckets in melbourne, every other day, it's just raining and raining and raining. In fact, it is raining now just as i type this. Yup, it even rained for a full day striaght on wednesday. Shitloads of rain that's doing amazing things for the dams in Victoria just not so good for the people living in the Gippsland area around the bay. They're being subjected to the full brunt of these global warming phenomenon (apparently it is delayed el nino effect as andrew so graciously enlightened), they had the drought and the forest fires, now it's flooding. First no water then too much water. faint. We are such a vulnerable species.

I've got heaps of photos of the steamboats things that i have been having, as well as the day i went to williamstown, mainly of both terrence and andrew clamouring over rocks into the frigid cold sea. BOYS. which i promise i will put up soon, once i get my lazy ass moving. I'm trying to lose weight see - so i'm focusing on gym. Anyhooo. I apologise to those who have MSNed me and my failure to reply. I've been really away. away. it's just that i leave my computer switched on these days and well - you can't exactly know that you've been MSNed if your computer screen is pitch dark black right. sorry again.

Grandma has decided to go to Canada for a month. I gave the option to take such a long holiday up though. Over Hongkong. I chose Hongkong over Canada. So now, after having mulled over for the longest of time. I really hope i get an internship to Hongkong. Somehow. I really want that internship otherwise, i'm so going to slap myself so hard when i end up spending all that time in Singapore when i could have gone to Canada and H & M. On the brighter side though, if i'm actually home long enough within that time I would have a car at my disposal. wa ha. Car. i like car.

Do you guys reckon i should tell him?