* Twiddling my Thumbs *

I'm scared shit-less. I'm still scared. I haven't been that frightened in my whole entire life. ahhhh. I've been waking up with transfered pain in my arms and my shoulders. My tummy, my legs, my knees. And this whole sense of lethargy. I'm really frightened. I don't dare to deal with the what-ifs. I think my world might fall if I attempt to do so.