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As all things go, I'm throughly enjoying how my holiday is going - with all the things going on with the internship plus take home work, studying for civil and attempting to squeeze some extra exercise in. I think I've gotten many things placed into perspective - one of the things being that I want to come back home and practice. That said, with the way my current grades are...it's impossible that I would be able to come back home and do it immediately. and this is not even me trying to be pessimistic and depressed, but rather it is the fact of the matter.

I came to this conclusion alot of maths after...and though I'm disappointed on one part, I'm glad that I've realized this now, this year as opposed to the middle of next year when I find out then that things are going where I want them to. At least now, I've still got time to work and slowly masticate on the thought of being practicing in australia for another three years, before moving on or implanting myself permanently in Singapore. (This of course, is if I had read and interpreted the rules of admission into the Singapore bar correctly.)

Because, there is no way i'm going to be able to get 2nd honours (lower)..I'm just going to have to work very hard for the coming year to get the third class, hopefully at least that.

I'm trying to be an optimist but it's hard. I promise myself though, that I'll get there. here. by hook or by crook. so when I falter, i'll have something to hold on to.

I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong
- I can go the distance, Hercules soundtrack