I'm in such a happy place - almost over my head in happy that I'm actually quite afraid now that if this all gets taken away - I might actually be left with nothing. However, I shall try and re-stabilise my inner being (like re-balancing the force in Star Wars) and be thankful and enjoy the ride.

I still hope though, this never goes away.

I'm so very much spoilt, it's quite scary to think that I can actually be this blessed.

We've always said that our heads were ruling,
And I don't know how but here we are.
This I'll admit is a fine how-do-you-do,
But this might be I-discover-I'm-for-you.
And just as sure as it's more than fooling.
It's quite a lot more than just a little in love
- A little bit in love, Frank Sinatra.