More things to add to the list.

1. Birthday present in the mail :)))
2. T-6 days to home.
3. Another offer...whee.

Although now, i just cannot comprehend why i bother to make the call when every single time i end up feeling so frustrated and judged. Don't you already know? you have the power, you hold the key to turn me from happy to completely completely devastated. even if i tell myself that I won't let it be so. it's hard being me when it's you.

it's even harder when i realise that all my life I'm trying to seek your approval.

so even though now i'm more than perfectly happy, there's a gaping hole where more happy once was.