Where's the boy?

No. No cute boy again today. But that's alright. If I get to see him again before I go back, then it's a good birthday present, if not. Oh well. Life goes on. I still need my coffee anyway, if it's anything.

It was a beautiful day today, 30 degrees, warm and sunny- kinda sucks that I was stuck at home, bored to death and no, it doesn't mean that I had absolutely no work to do, it's was more of, I didn't feel like being productive and useful.

I'm in that zone again, and sometimes, it really drives me crazy. I've got no energy to do anything, zilch. Everything's like, oh that..oh alright. Quite a mountain of crap really. I'm still so absoultely exhausted, although I've really yet to figure out what is.

I've got absolutely no idea whatsoever, how it is going to be possible for me to take another 20 odd days of this crap, this shithole that I'm currently stuck in. Wished that there was something to do with my life, besides studying of course.

I'm starting to be really envious of those people, who know exactly what they really want outta life..i mean at the start, at the beginning of this "going-to-be-an-adult" crisis,I thought it was perfectly alright to just simply have a vague idea of what you wanna do, but now, I'm not so sure. I mean, there's this boy at Starbucks, who just got outta of high school and he's decided, for sure that he wants to go travelling next, so thats why he's working his arse off to save money for it now.

I think, that's a good and right direction to have - even though, from a societal point of view (Singapore's one), it's not very helpful to your future. Bah.

that said. Enough moping. I need to get back to law, which despite my interest, is really, really boring at moment

Oh gosh. life sucks. It sucks. my life is boring. I want to be rich and travel in style