insanity.

I've been going crazy these days. I feel my life has got absolutely no meaning and there's nothing that I've pretty much accomplished in these last few years. Hate the feeling. So at the moment, moaning, groaning, whinging and how, really the grass is always greener on the other side..I'm pretty un---alot of things. Boo. But of course, I'm always, always very thankful for these things..those that make my day:)


My gorgeous friends + coffee

Shan & Joy

Us.

Tsin & Becky

No fuss, no hurry, just the sun, sand, sea & jamie. heh.








of course, last but not least

my grown-up baby sister

AND

hee.hee. I promise a better picture next time.

Still..hear the song playing? I think it's one of the most beautiful songs ever.

Passion play
William Fitzsimmons
I should not have hid
where my heart can't follow
cause this grace gets so far
and too hard to swallow
i've been running from Saul,
he's been giving chase
when i look in his eyes
all i see is his face
***
are you still on my back
after all these years?
chasing my out of hell
and my nice veeners
i don't know how you stand
when you've got no floor
or how you can breathe
with your hands on boards
***
i just want to be not what i am today
i just want to be better than my friends might say
i just want a small part in your passion play
***
do you hear when i call
in the midst of wrong?
do you hear these here words
while i sing this song?
are you caught up in me
like i heard you say?
or just some big cashier
that i'll have to pay

call me though. I wouldn't mind going out to dinner. I promise I won't be a party pooper.