and you would think it gets easier.

Yah. It doesn't. Hell no. No way. It doesn't get easier. You think after 3 years of doing this alone thing you get used to it. Nah, don't believe what other people say...it doesn't. Trust me, it just makes things harder because you keep comparing and wishing for company. Not just any company, but people who well are fantastic company. That said, how can i complain when I've got a friend who enjoys the same stuff as I do. Those things that Rose is eating below. Trust me, it's almost heaven. It's like...PHWOAR. jealous?