Losing.

I've swollen gums and I don't understand why. It's affecting the stuff that I eat. I think in time to come, I'll probably just give up and only have coffee for breakfast, lunch and dinner because I can't bite anything hard without feeling copious amounts of pain. Bah. and oh, I'm still shit-faced sick. ha. Cough, I sound like a horse and flu coming up. I wonder if my fever is still coming to visit. The good news though is I did manage to get a night's sleep without waking up every half hour and feeling as if I'm going to cough my entire set of lungs out. So yay for me. I'm getting better.

Anyhow, I've been listening to alot of chinese music recently. It's strange how I'm starting to feel strangely at ease with listening to chinese music. Those lyrics seem more capable of bringing out those feelings that I've been feeling lately, perhaps, encapsulate maybe a better term. It's not that english lyrics are unmoving and unfeeling, but rather I think in English, you've to use alot more words to express the exact same thing, whereas more often in mandarin, it doesn't take a whole lot to garner and capture an emotion. Beaut-i-ful i must i say.

你最后, 的微笑有泪水画落的线条, 祝福的味道
多完美, 的微笑...

- tank.