certainty.

Well now, at least something in my life (or well, this summer) is certain. I know when I'm going home. ha. I know I'm doing summer, BUT I KNOW WHEN I"M GOING HOME NOW. so now, all that has to happen is:

1. Hongkong has to come through for me.
2. Find a good opthamologist for LASIK.
3. Bug Dr. Chin to fit me into his schedule.
4. Get accepted for an internship in Singapore at the end of February to nicely end summer
5. Finish applications (it's shit-loads)
6. Finish this semester in one piece.

and i would be a very very very happy girl.

Four seasons, seconds, flicker and flash I'm alone
A lonely scream provides the scene, it's no home
Every night I hear you scream
But you don't say what you mean
this was my dream but now my dream is flown

Im at the crossroads waiting for a sign
My life is standing stilll but I'm still alive
Every night I think I know
in the morning where did it go
The answers disappear when I open my eyes

I'm no stranger to this place
Where real life and dreams colide
and even though i fall from grace
I will keep the dream alive
I will keep the dream alive
- I will keep the dreams alive, Oasis