damn unpretty.

Don't really like this achy feeling in my calves - feels like there's shit loads of lactic acid circulating in there making my legs feel like their darn heavy. Doesn't help that the lastest Body Attack release is the hardest so far (I think it is anyway!), it's the longest though - in a really long time. I'm feeling utterly whiny today too, so excuse this post.

The weather's been crap, I'm exhausted can barely keep my eyes open - i just really want to sleep for a day and not wake up. It's hard though with all the assignments baring down upon me. But it's good though that there's a little voice at the back of my head going, "when i look to the hills, where does my help come from? It comes from the maker of heaven and earth". It's been a long time but strangely, it's good knowing that besides all the good karma that my cousin and I have been trying to accumulate, there's something bigger than the crap that I'm feeling at the moment.

I don't feel like a very nice person at the moment, neither do i feel very pretty either. I have an inkling it's the hormones. Shit, it's better i get back on vitex.

Anyhow, onto other things, i really still want THAT bag. yuppers. I still do. I would beg and borrow just so that I can get it. please please please. I won't buy another bag for half a year. I've tried every possible thing to keep it out of my head, but i just can't. haiyah.

I want too many things.

I feel so damn unpretty,
I'll never be the girl posing in your fashion magazine
My skin's broken out, I'm only a size 3
I feel so damn unpretty.
- Unpretty, Anti-Hero