It really is.

It really is a beautiful day. Makes people wonder sometimes why, despite the sun, despite the infinite opportunities that are abound, I don't really like this place.
-shrugs- In all truthfulness, I can't be too sure either. It could be because I cannot take the sub-10 temperatures, or the rain and wind in winter, it could be because my family isn't here, it could be because somehow, in a very strange and ironical sorta way, my independence and my freedom to do whatsoever I like is stifled. I honestly, have no idea. I just know that, now if I was 10 years ahead of time, I can still imagine myself saying that I would never call Australia my home. Things might change in a few years, when work beckons and I'm more settled in this foreign land, when there are things that might keep me here, when there are ties to bind me - as for now though, I cannot wait to go home. I can't believe home is just there now. still too far to reach, but yet, not too far to see.

Those things said, I kinda know what I'm going to be doing in another 2-3 years down the road.

yes, I do..so that's the light at the end of the tunnel.

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I swear. I swear. Today, coming home from gym I'm sure I smelled bak kwa. or some barbercue thing of some sort. Yup. Most definitely. Apparently though, it could be my imagination because I've been the only one smelling things today, including that whiff of indian spice that came wafting through my window. I suspect, in any case, it could be perhaps my PMS-ing hormones in action, craving chocolate (alot) of chocolate, perpetually hungry, tired (with very bad dark eye rings), grumpy and oh-so-irritable (inject some really racist comments here!). That said, I had my really spicy mee goreng today, with my 25% less calories dark chocolate. I'm content. and now I'm kinda sleepy.

it's good it's thursday tommorrow because that leaves like less than 10 days till my favourite person arrives. whee

I tell you, my gym instructor may be old, but he's cute. oops.