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There's hardly been anything to write. At least I feel that it is so. All the fun that I've had is undescribable as
1. I'm so tired at the moment
2. I can't believe that my weekend is over.
3. I had so much fun, it wouldn't justice if I wrote it down
4. You can hardly describe how rock climbing feels unless you've tried it yourself!

BUT as Mr. Mayer sings:

"Maybe I'll tell you all about it when I'm in the mood way to lose my way with words..."

I have bought climbing gear though and now, i'm all psyched to go climbing :) It's wonderful to be able to learn to trust. It's a good way to amazing arms too. ha.

Going to church has been good thus far. It's only been two weeks but yet, it has already addressed alot of issues. In all honesty, I have been caught up with Hongkong. So very caught up. I've been drawn into my dream. Failure is a very very scary thing for me. Not being to go where I want, not being to achieve what I want to is a scary, insane thought. I fear failing. I fear falling. But then perhaps, I should focus not on my dream but rather on the bigger picture. I'm not suggesting that I'm going to give it all up and stop working towards it, but rather I should trust that there is someone greater in control of my life. Failure or pain is not MY GOD trying to teach me a lesson, failure and pain is what us as humans do to each other.

You do know that something is big, when two people talk to you about it in the same week, especially within days of each encounter. I need to start learning to trust again. I need to start learning to be happy. I need to start living. I need to start doing alot of things in this whole time that I've been transiting. There are no excuses.

Heaven is where the things I want aren't.