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I bought flowers for myself today. Very very pretty roses (yah those roses!) that are now sitting in a pasta-sauce jar on my table, where I can admire it whilst I type this entry. I made an effort everyday for the whole week this week. To be early for work, to be on time, to NOT be angry, to be thankful. To I don't know, just well be content. (ok ok ok except for the prada bag and my bling ring rings, which I still really want. Along with heaps of other exquisite and pretty things.ha.) Everything's really pretty at the moment (except me. Who is feeling FAT and not so pretty!) but yes. I made pretty good pasta sauce which I'm going to turn into lasagne tomorrow, there are freshly baked chocolate muffins on my countertop which I'm going to cover with melted lindt dark chocolate and tens-of-thousands (ROSE, SHER, RACH. MONDAY!i never forget you guys la.).

Then I'm reading a really amazing book entitled "Emails from the Edge" which is a travel biography written by an Australian author about his journey through Central Asia about 5 years ago. Places like Mohenjodaro, which was the crade of the Indus civilisation many many many years ago (i want to go), Ubekiztan, Kargyastan (i spelt this wrong definitely and i apologise), Lahore in Pakistan, and even a place which i can't remember the name of, which the author says that seems to be stuck in time. The time of bazaars, and fresh sweet bread smells wafting through the air, awaking the senses - like those in the Arabian nights. I mean these are places that I hardly can dream of visiting. It's so pretty and picturesque.

This week, I've also caught up with all the equity lectures and I've got just a whole load of constit ones left - which i'm trying to make myself listen to. I've submitted all the internship applications that I can to the different Hongkong law firms that are accepting interns. I've handed in my proficiency assessment for a French diploma at Alliance Francaise today. I've applied to any and everyone who would want a legal secretary - i just need the experience. Then I've booked the flights to sydney and entered the Blackmores half marathon with Shan. Feels like i've accomplished heaps. Then now. just wait.

I just haven't done ONE thing though and that thing, i cannot do. It's within my power to do something about it. but being traditional me. I cannot la.