Pass me by.

Hardly did anything today.oh wait. I didn't do anything at all today. I slept. dreamt. ate. And the day just passed me by. It really did. I hardly have any idea what happened to it. I dreamt a really nice dream though, and i wished, i really did, from the depths of my heart that my life was like that in real life. That said however, I was content to know that that dream might become a reality - and though hope makes you fall harder when things don't turn out the way you want them too, it's good to know that there is at least a chance for that dream to become reality. I was happy in that dream.

It was good though, to go out for a walk, to smell the night air, to realise that half of the people around me had been rushing the day through, those alone, those holding hands and walking down the street with someone they loved, those with friends. The world indeed doesn't wait whilst you do your own thing. The air had a certain prettiness to it today. It was just peace. A sense of comfort and even if there was sadness, because there was no one to share it with...having to experience it alone was good enough. At least for that moment, at least for today.

In the autumn on the ground,
between traffic and the ordinary sounds
I am thinking signs and seasons while a north wind blows through
I watch as lovers pass me by
Walking stories - whos and hows and whys
Musing lazily on love
Pondering you
I'll give it time, give it space and be still for a spell
{so} when it's time to walk that way,
We wanna walk it well
- Love is waiting, Brooke Fraser

For this, i can only wait. wait and see. just wait. i have to have this drummed into my head constantly.