to be thankful BUT to want more.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
- Because of you, Kelly Clarkson

Yes. Everything speaks for itself. I love this song because it says so much. Expectations really still do suck. And i'm having so much fun with Jamie and Jasmine around. I've got purple streaks in my hair now too - it is utterly wonderful. See, the reason why everything is so short and sweet is because I'm trying to not mention anything about him. I'm apparently trying to forget feelings. Like purge them out of my system.