Some days.

On most days, I wish that I would become a great kick-ass lawyer. On other days though, secretly, I wished I was born a princess with everything in the world.

Just like today.

Live big my friend... Live big.
- Alan Shore (James Spader), Boston Legal.

The thing about these things

Him him him. He's a darn big problem for me at the moment. I did NOT intentionally get addicted to another taiwanese drama BUT I mean, there this strange thing that they do, causes a whole heap of heart wrenching, stomach churning emotions to well up deep down inside my gut. Yes, emotions do come from WAYYYYYY wayyy below the heart. And it's really quite silly, because realistically speaking, every single taiwanese drama is the same. meme chose It's the same damn story line with cute cute boys and chicks that really do like modern princesses. But then, you always end up wishing that these fairy-tale princess things would happen to you. gah.

That said, I'm probably going a little crazy over Wu Chun just for this moment (yah yah yah again!) just because I just bought the series - damn nu ren jie in Mongkok but Wu Chun really is the bai-ma-wang-zhi: good looking, rich, sensitive, romantic (shucks!).

Ironically though, deep down inside I know that when I compare him to the likes of Jay or Lee Hom or Justin, he ranks fourth. How leh. Now I cannot sleep without thinking of going for a run and finishing the damn series.

Surely, I'm doomed to be a panda + dead duck (if no caffeine is given to me!) today. oh no.

Merry Christmas to you and you and you and me.

Occasionally she dreams of italy, She dreams of cheese shops, persnickety fiats, and very fine leather goods"
- Kate Spade



Hongkong was a blast and now after just 4 days, I'm convinced that I would really like to be part of that hustle and bustle for two years at least. There were soooo many lovely things there - from the food, to the shopping and even to how vibrant the place was. I think Hongkong truly gives meaning to the word "cosmopolitan". It was so much fun. And being away for four days, feeling like a king, made christmas this year, a whole lot better. There were sooo many pretty things to behold and buy (the plus points being great service and good prices to boot!). I like. So now, I'm a contented little camper (although stuck at home with cough and flu on boxing day!) because of a great pre-christmas holiday, pretty self-bought presents, turkey, log cake and simply reminiscing over pretty pictures!

I'm going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
I'm running from
All the things that got me all wrong
I don't regret this life you chose for me
But this places and these faces are getting old
I'm going home
- Home, Daughtry

More than ever, I need this to be true.

HULLLO again.

If you ignore my horrendous hair in the picture, it's really quite a pretty picture. And it was funny too, norton rose was having their annual christmas party at the same location. It was tempting to just stay and perhaps crash the party. ha. pretend. One of the things I still dream about - to be a good enough lawyer for amazing firms to want to hire me. I believe. I must be.

Summer has been soo good to me, my friends too. The weather's been crap, but that aside. everything has been perfect. Exactly like those moments when you have four of your closest and dearest friends just sitting right by you and imagining what the future holds. It's that great.I can hardly ask for more. EXCEPT tomorrow's lasik day. wish me luck.

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for getting older
You better know that in the end its better to say to much
Than to never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open
Why?
Say what you need to say
- Say, John Mayer

Yesterday and Today

Yesterday I did this..... with lawyers-to-be. And today, I had this.

Lunch at GingerBoy with Barbara and Zorro. It was a nice lunch. I mean it was a three hour lunch. I've never had a three hour lunch but it was soooo nice and the food was worth every pretty penny that I had to pay for it!

The night was spent kissing my favourite walls (pun pun pun pun intended. gah!) with my cousin. Dinner at dessert house, and another Friends' marathon which has been the way my cousin and I would use to chill down after a whole entire day of her coming home from work and I, on most days school and on other days, while nothing except for errand running.

I must say, that despite everything that has happened this year and I mean everything. EVERYTHING. I am thankful. So thank you, and you and you. I will try and remember it all, because honestly, this year wouldn't have turned out the way it did if not for all of you.

It's been a fantastic 21st.:)

We came. We saw. We left out legacies.

I was just surfing through Facebook and found that the good ol' 25ths put up a recording of the Council Song. I haven't that song in a while. Suffice to say, it brought back alot of memories. Good memories. The times were hard, but those were good good times. I know how some people always say that I spend too much time thinking about the past, thinking about what has gone by, but then when things are sooo good, it's hard to forget about them. Particularly when the going gets tough, it's those good things that keep you going, keep you strong and keep you hanging on. I know, because when school sucks to the core some days, I still think back to AC and believe that because I managed to get through AC in some slightly broken piece - I did. With alot of help. And I can't believe it, but hey, we're at the 32nd council already. That's like gosh, alot of years.

Here we are the Council
From all walks of life
Brought together by fortune
Gathered for a time
Working close together
Amidst laughter, tears and pain
Times of sharing and cursing
What have we all gained?
We have learnt about true friendship
That spans across all space
Uniting us through bonds of love
Across the void of hate

Oh and John Mayer has got a new song....