Celebrated two birthdays this week and ran one 10k and signed up for my second half marathon for the year.

And well, my plans are almost set for the next year. They seem to be concrete and going seemingly according to plan. I'll be spending more time at home where HE and everyone is, whilst at the same time I'll get a break from Australia. Work for a bit, then come back for bar school and be home in time for Ada's wedding.

So for now. it's all good. :)
It's peachy really - i cannot ask for more.

Oh love its a brittle madness, I sing about it in all my sadness
Its not falsified to say that I found god
Inevitably, well it still exists pale and fine I cant dismiss
And I wont resist and if I die well at least I tried

And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind and the rust and the rain endure
(the rust and the rain endure. Im sure.
- On Love In Sadness, Jason Mraz

See, the little bit of "first class" that is there - that belongs to HIM.

It is proof that even though he tries so hard to deny it - he's brilliant from head to toe, inside out.

It's hard NOT to jump around like some cuckoo for hours and hours on end because of this:)

HE has make me seen that dreams do come true.

Congratulations baby - now the world awaits:)

Just because.

Because it is Friday.
Because it has been such an exhausting week since Rose. Sherlynn. Rachel and my weekend adventure at Daylesford. (I'm still waiting on photographs!)
Because today's my cousin's 21st birthday (Happy Birthday Couz!)
Because I miss HIM so much.
Because I've got a grand plan - a grand scheme of things that will see me home for a longer period.
and because, just because there has been a flurry of amazing love songs - and this is one of them..



And all and time you know I'll see you again and again
And every night I'm gonna hold you and hold and then
Before the line I will rescue and than we'll begin
Start it all over again

I love ya and how you clear my way
Guide me until a brand new day
And your eyes you know I found my place
See you, you were my saving grace
- Saving Grace, Pete Murray

Monday.

Getting restless and highly agitated.

Still here.

Bistro Vue. Jason Mraz and of course, at Karaoke.

Well, not that I'm counting the days, but it's been almost a week since he left and may i say, it almost feels like forever already. ha. I'm still here though - hanging on and nursing a cold, cough and a certain fever that I have to live with and wait more my body to recover for two days. The cold and sore throat is still here but the doctor says that it's something that I've just gotta wait out. oh well. what the heck. Nothing I can do about it.

Melbourne's rainy today and I realised, one morning that I'm already REALLY over melbourne. It might be because I've really got not much to do these days (still searching for a job in August!) or because he isn't around (although my cousin has made things better!), but I think I won't miss melbourne as much as I thought I possibly would. Surely I would miss the coffee and amazing breakfasts and checking out new cafes that are really in abundance here, but other than that - everything else that I have going for me is at home.

You might really describe me as just trudging along - i hate not being able to be busy. So thankfully, one day a week I get to be transported to this faraway, fantasy dream life called work. Prof Prac has been nothing short of an amazing experience so far. I completed my first student court appearance yesterday morning and it was really, on hindsight more surreal than nerve-wrecking. It was a divorce application and as many barristers would say, it is a straightforward application and there really is not much to go about it after all, everything has been filed in the Courts. But they need you to make an appearance anyway. Well my client was satisfied that she got the divorce and I, well i'm satisfied that I didn't screw anything up.

Anyhow, I caught Jason Mraz in concert last week with Nick and he was a great act, great performer. And well, for Nick - i must say that Jason Mraz is a great act to catch and makes for a kick ass first experience.

If i had to choose, i would rather not have to say goodbye.

Dinner at Nobu in the company of a really weird soya sauce pot and the kick-ass stay at Westin.

Mt Dandenong on a very cold day, Ishiya stonegrill and breakfast with HIS gang

Road-trip!!!

Can't believe a month has come and gone - and he's come and gone too.

It's so silly that HE makes me all emotional, but I've gotten so used to having him around that it's so strange that he's not walking through my bedroom door or being a total bum on the couch. It's been such a long journey trying to find someone who'll be there no matter what, who'll come running regardless of what, who I can be totally weak and vulnerable too after fighting a whole day - and maybe, that is why if I had to choose, I would rather never ever have to say goodbye.

But it's ok after all this entire journey has just started and there's still a long way to go.
That, i'll be strong for.

and oh, I've got a new TV courtesy of HIM:) Upgraded from a 12 inch old old TV to a 26 inch flat screen LCD. Makes watching tv soooo much better. and my cousin very much agrees. love.

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
- Lucky, Jason Mraz