dearest santa...

all i want for christmas is this....



the ginger souffle and body treat from origins.

doode doode.

I tap my feet and click my heels, then i totter off into the sunshine. happy as a pea.

almost home. almost home to see my baby.

More things to add to the list.

1. Birthday present in the mail :)))
2. T-6 days to home.
3. Another offer...whee.

Although now, i just cannot comprehend why i bother to make the call when every single time i end up feeling so frustrated and judged. Don't you already know? you have the power, you hold the key to turn me from happy to completely completely devastated. even if i tell myself that I won't let it be so. it's hard being me when it's you.

it's even harder when i realise that all my life I'm trying to seek your approval.

so even though now i'm more than perfectly happy, there's a gaping hole where more happy once was.

Happy things.

1. Yay! for chanel.
2. Going home in T- 7 days.
3. My new Minters pen - which is all powerful and great and now, because of my really nice changeover student... I've got 2 :))
4. Internship at WongP (even though it's only 2 weeks, it's better than nothing - because their construction department can rival D&N)
5. T-7 days left to end of Prof Prac.
6. Graduation: sore that I have to pay $156.00 but glad that I'm on track for graduation.
7. Completing 15kms in record time (1 hr 25 mins 14 secs), but paying for it still.
8. P.S I Love You dvd - i'm ready for a sob fest.
9. Lots of Mango in my fridge.
10. Being very busy and I mean VERY BUSY.
11. That the last time I heard this song I wasn't happy, BUT now, in a perfectly happy place.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
- Collide, Howie Day